Ah, didn't go work today... Too tired... Had a deep sleep ytd to the extent that.. I donno.. My pulse was too low? To the extent that my leg gave way when I stood up and off that out-of-tune mickey mouse alarm clock... lol.. Anyway it has been a great day.. Been practising guitar just now and glad with my progression.. Yaaay~~ One day..... Hmmm... *deep thoughts*

Anyway, ya I'm a competitive person... And my whole life, I only have 1 loyal competitor - myself.. In things that I set my heart to do, as much as I can, I will put in my best.. And in cases where I'm in a match or other competitions... I would still be competing against myself.. That's why during badminton match last week, I was quite pek cek.. Not becos I didn't get into finals but rather becos I knew that wasn't my best... And... I let that chance slipped by that easily... And in other things like 2.4? I would still run my best and gladly be the last.. Or my A level where I got only CCD.. I know it's below average but I'm contented becos I put in my best..
So for me, it's always about conquering the wicked inner voice which tells me to give up when things get tough.. maybe that's why I'm always in my own world? Lol...

Here's a Chinese proverb which I think is rather wow.. (and random)

"With time and patience, the mulberry leaf becomes satin."

=)